We're in a horrible spot right now and I don't know what to do. I really feel like my insanity is slipping and I can only sit and watch it go. My heart aches for my husband and daughter. I think now is a good time to believe in god or something bigger than me to pull us through this. Really seems so unfair to have come so far, and then to be here is this icky place.
My stomach hurts so bad. I feel weaker than ever. I just want to fall to my knees and pray a higher something or other takes the reins and leads us to better ground.